Irrational
I’m beginning to get scared that I may not be able to have another baby. Unreasonable. And sounding completely whacked, not to mention ungrateful and whiny to anyone struggling to have one baby. Who would worry about not being able to have 4? Maybe I just have to much time to think about it this time. The forced wait of healing after the IUD. Other times happened pretty quickly. Again, so whiny compared to what some women are suffering. But I started this to journal the journey, so I’m being honest. It’s nonsensical, and self-absorbed, but it’s what I’m feeling.
I just wanted to say “hi” and to thank you for the kind comment that you left on my blog. It was sensitive of you to ask if it’s okay for you to comment and to link to me, considering that you have children and have not struggled with miscarriages like I have. I have no problem with that at all and am happy to “meet” you. I’m glad that your faith helps you to get through life’s ups and downs like mine does, and I wish you all the best as you seek to have another child.
Comment by Jill — March 20, 2006 @ 2:51 pm