I KNOW this is whiny, but this is my blog and my experience.  I am a bit afraid if this month is negative.  Our other 3 children all came in one thought, one month, first cycle, first try, etc. 

Yes.  Infuriatingly disgusting to anyone suffering infertility.  But that is our experience.  So to take several months now, while it may be normal, makes me a bit nervous that we may be encountering some problems, because I don’t think we’ll seek any treatment if that’s the case.  We’ll feel that’s an answer in itself.  And that sort of hurts my feelings.

There.  I said it.  Hate me, identify with me, encourage me, think I’m a freak.  Whatever.  It’s what I’m feeling. 

I don’t think I’m pregnant this month.  Not being fatalistic.  I just don’t think so.  I know I could be rusty in the tiny symptoms, but if I had to vote today, I’d say NO.  I’m just saying.  We’ll see in a few days, for sure, I guess.